Never Lasts Forever
Sinner!

So bored right now. Tried to call Mike a few minutes ago. He's not around.

Got to see Natalie last night. We sat outside and talked most of the time. It was fabulous. Everything feels right. For the first time in a long time, I feel right. It doesnt even bother me that Im bored right now. Normally Id be scaling the walls and looking for some way out. Now I have something to think about that interests me. Archaic fucking machines. I hate the troll at meijer, but she saved me $200.

Went and cashed my check with Ben today, as we do every thursday. Fudge, Danielle Bombgargaler, Ben, and I went out to breakfast after that and from there I began to feel lonely. Sad as it is to say, I dont like going a day without her. Like an addiction or allergy, I need some pills or something.



Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone

Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long

Only pushed away off to fight you
Not sorry, and sorry I'm not sure

Getting off my chest, the story ends

I would find a way without
(tell him his eyes see too clear)
I would find a way without you
(tell him his eyes see too clear)

That mistake was gold
I run without you
its something that I could never do

that was why staple the eyes and
seven days for me to turn the sheets
and tear on

Seven years you assured me
that Id be fine if I complied

only pushed away off to fight you
Not sorry and sorry I'm not sure

getting off my chest, the story ends

I would find a way without
(tell him his eyes see too clear)
I would find a way without you
(tell him his eyes see too clear)

That mistake was gold
I run without you
its something that I could never do

that was why
(staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on)

Sorry and Sorry I'm gone
Dont treat me, I'm to blame
Dont treat me like I ever accused you